 A tribute episode to my nephew, Alexander Silva III, AKA Baby AJ who was murdered in Houston on April 17th, 2021.  His body has yet to be recovered.    

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Episode 27: We Are AJ

My friend and brother in recovery, Edward Odom, shares his journey and recovery with us. His story includes the untimely death of his sister Bridgette from this disease.   We dedicate this episode to her. If you would like to leave a comment on a particular episode or a suggestion, please leave us a voicemail at (214) 997-4985. To reach me via email: paul@disinfectingsunlight.com Alcoholics Anonymous - www.aa.org Narcotics Anonymous - www.na.org Stay in the light,

Episode 26: Sister Lost, Brother Found With Edward Odom

Sandy L is one of the coolest people I've had the pleasure of meeting and getting to know.  She is brave and ready to get in the arena.  I was blown away by her candor and spirit.  I know you will be too. If you would like to leave a comment on a particular episode or a suggestion, please leave us a voicemail at (214) 997-4985. To reach me via email: paul@disinfectingsunlight.com Alcoholics Anonymous - www.aa.org Narcotics Anonymous - www.na.org

Episode 25: Unchained and Bound With Sandy L

There's so much going on in my family life. Some of it will be discussed in this episode which is the 2nd part of my story.   My nephew, Alexander Silva III, is missing. I dedicate this episode and my recovery to both him and my brother. AJ, Michael...may I remember that some of us don't get 2nd chances to make it right. May your spirits guide me always on this up and down journey of recovery. I love you more than I ever got to say. And I feel you both next to me. Thank you. I'm beyond grateful to be doing this on video as well. A little background on this episode. This was the 2nd time recording it. The audio on the first try was trashed. You'll notice the audio on this episode isn't great either. I am very spiritual person and believe quite strongly in spiritual warfare. Someone, something, didn't want me sharing this. I kid you not, I haven't felt this free in a very long time. Shame is lethal. Shame is heavy. I'm tired of dragging it around. So, even with our audio issues, I think you'll get the gist of this this. It's a long episode. Take it in bite size pieces if need be. I am not going to edit it or even add flashy titles. We'll do that on future episodes. This one is raw and unfiltered and just how it needed to be. If you would like to leave a comment on a particular episode or a suggestion, please leave us a voicemail at (214) 997-4985. To reach me via email: paul@disinfectingsunlight.com Alcoholics Anonymous - www.aa.org Narcotics Anonymous - www.na.org Stay in the light, Paul 

Episode 24 Part 2: Getting Clean and Coming Clean

There's so much going on in my family life. Some of it will be discussed in this episode. My nephew, Alexander Silva III, is missing. I dedicate this episode and my recovery to both him and my brother. AJ, Michael...may I remember that some of us don't get 2nd chances to make it right. May your spirits guide me always on this up and down journey of recovery. I love you more than I ever got to say. And I feel you both next to me. Thank you. I'm beyond grateful to be doing this on video as well. A little background on this episode. This was the 2nd time recording it. The audio on the first try was trashed. You'll notice the audio on this episode isn't great either. I am very spiritual person and believe quite strongly in spiritual warfare. Someone, something, didn't want me sharing this. I kid you not, I haven't felt this free in a very long time. Shame is lethal. Shame is heavy. I'm tired of dragging it around. So, even with our audio issues, I think you'll get the gist of this this. It's a long episode. Take it in bite size pieces if need be. I am not going to edit it or even add flashy titles. We'll do that on future episodes. This one is raw and unfiltered and just how it needed to be. Clip from the Oprah Winfrey Show is owned by Harpo Productions used under fair use.   Clip from Amanda Gorman owned by Amanda Gorman. Neither are affiliated with Disinfecting Sunlight. If you would like to leave a comment on a particular episode or a suggestion, please leave us a voicemail at (214) 997-4985. To reach me via email: paul@disinfectingsunlight.com Alcoholics Anonymous - www.aa.org Narcotics Anonymous - www.na.org Stay in the light, Paul 

Episode 24: Getting Clean and Coming Clean

Just a little longer...

We’re crawling our way back. Just two more weeks.

A long awaited update.

What happens when a little boy is abandoned?  What happens when a little boy is abused?  Many turn to self-destructive behaviors like addiction.  Michael R. very bravely tells the story of where his experiences took him.  It was an honor to hold space for his story.If you would like to leave a comment on a particular episode or a suggestion, please leave us a voicemail at (214) 997-4985. To reach me via email: paul@disinfectingsunlight.comAlcoholics Anonymous - www.aa.orgNarcotics Anonymous - www.na.orgEpisode of The Oprah Winfrey show that we talked about and featured (all rights reserved by Harpo Productions) : https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tbF0ZCu6y08None of the groups are affiliated or associated with Disinfecting Sunlight and are provided solely as resources for help.  I can be reached directly at paul@disinfectingsunlight.com 

Episode 23: Confessions of a Bad Mfer

Sarah Newbury joins us to talk about recovering from addiction, a bad marriage, and learning to live with bipolar disorder.  We also talk about coping with COVID.  If you would like to leave a comment on a particular episode or a suggestion, please leave us a voicemail at (214) 997-4985. To reach me via email: paul@disinfectingsunlight.comAlcoholics Anonymous - www.aa.orgNarcotics Anonymous - www.na.orgCoronavirus Support Group - https://www.facebook.com/groups/3122945241050066/None of the groups are affiliated or associated with Disinfecting Sunlight and are provided solely as resources for help.  I can be reached directly at paul@disinfectingsunlight.comStay in the light,Paul

Episode 22 - Learning to Speak the Language of Life

Randy Thomas, former VP of Exodus International and current Executive Director of Thrive LGBT+, joins us to talk about how he had to come out twice in his life from being an out and proud gay man to being a strong defender of the "Ex-Gay" Movement and finding his way back to the light...after 21 years.  It's a fascinating story and a brave one.If you would like to leave a comment on a particular episode or a suggestion, please leave us a voicemail at (214) 997-4985. To reach me via email: paul@disinfectingsunlight.comVisit Thrive LGBT+ online at thrive.lgbt (that's the entire web address) or at facebook: https://www.facebook.com/thrivelgbtAlcoholics Anonymous - www.aa.orgNarcotics Anonymous - www.na.orgNone of the groups are affiliated or associated with Disinfecting Sunlight and are provided solely as resources for help.  I can be reached directly at paul@disinfectingsunlight.comStay in the light,Paul

Ep. 21 - Repairing from Reparitive Therapy With Randy Thomas

He's got the voice of a smooth jazz musician and a powerful story to go with it.  The thing that struck out to me in this interview was that there was never a lack of love and acceptance in his life, from the people that matter most.  I wonder how much power that brings to one's recovery. Listen and find out what I'm talking about.If you would like to leave a comment on a particular episode or a suggestion, please leave us a voicemail at (214) 997-4985. To reach me via email: paul@disinfectingsunlight.comAlcoholics Anonymous - www.aa.orgNarcotics Anonymous - www.na.orgNone of the groups are affiliated or associated with Disinfecting Sunlight and are provided solely as resources for help.  I can be reached directly at paul@disinfectingsunlight.comStay in the light, Paul

Episode 20: The Power of Love With Brian Whitten

A Few Words...

 If you like the show, consider a $5 donation to keep us up and running.  This can be a one time donation or a monthly one.  You can give here at paypal.me/disinfectingsunlightKari Ellingsen joins us to share her experience as a singer, writer, dancer, and actress who hit The Big Apple only to find a big addiction.  It took her two years to find her way back and boy, aren't we glad she did? If you would like to leave a comment on a particular episode or a suggestion, please leave us a voicemail at (214) 997-4985. To reach me via email: paul@disinfectingsunlight.comAlcoholics Anonymous - www.aa.orgNarcotics Anonymous - www.na.orgNone of the groups are affiliated or associated with Disinfecting Sunlight and are provided solely as resources for help.  I can be reached directly at paul@disinfectingsunlight.comStay in the light, Paul

Episode 19: Living in the Right Key With Kari Ellingsen

Every once in a while an interview comes along that breaks, shakes, and awakes me.  This is the story of Christopher Stone, a 17 year old, from Santa Fe, Texas who went to school one morning and never returned home. His sister, Mercedez, has agreed to tell his story and the story of the family that now lives without him.Chris is one of 200 American students who have been killed by gun violence since Columbine in 1999.  If you think you know what that day was like from the reports you've seen in the media, you have no idea.  Grab a Kleenex and listen.  Our show is primarily listener funded.  Consider giving a monthly donation of $5 to keep us going: paypal.me/disinfectingsunlightStay in the light.

Episode 18 - Strong As Stone: A Tribute to Chris Stone...

You don't need eyesight to see.  John Bramblitt proves that everyday.  He paints people he can't see with his eyes, but see with his hands.  He sees by feeling.  A combination of epilepsy and lyme disease left him blind by 30. This could've ruined his life, but he refused to let it.  He has two murals, one in Dallas and one in New York.  He's traveled all over the world teaching workshops on art, and he spent over an hour with me sharing his story.  I am beyond grateful for the opportunity.  If you want to learn more of his story or purchase one of his works, visit the links below:https://bramblitt.com/ https://www.facebook.com/Bramblitt/https://www.instagram.com/bramblitt/?hl=enOr if you want to buy his book:https://amzn.to/2ZV0TltOur show is primarily listener funded.  Consider giving a monthly donation of $5 to keep us going: paypal.me/disinfectingsunlightStay in the light.

Episode 17: Seeing Without Sight Feat. John Bramblitt

Let's speak truth to mental health, spirituality, recovery, and the lies we tell ourselves.

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