I can not. I can not with the games, the waste of time and energy, with continuing to hurt myself. I'm done.

Honestly, the podcast.

Honestly, I am done dating.

Let's talk about the absolute massacre this pandemic is turning into, shall we ?

Honestly, let's talk about the vaccine.

In this episode I am explaining why we can lose a lot when we get better with ourselves. May it be from codependency, people pleasing, trauma... we shed the skin of our past life for a better one. So why is is so painful ? Inner child meditation: https://insighttimer.com/oliverjenkin/guided-meditations/inner-child-healing

Honestly, SAWOMH part 5: you will lose a lot.

In this episode 4 of "shit no one told you would happen when you start working on your mental health" I remind you of the fact that progresses might be so subtle you won't realise that you are getting better. In a strange, ironic twist, I delve into why we can not see our wins and how to remedy it.

Honestly, SAWOMH part 4: the progresses will be subtle.

In this episode, I continue the series on "sh*t no one told you would happen when you start working on your mental health" with the know side effect: IT GETS WORSE before it gets better. I explain the mental processes getting us to that place and how to cope with the surge of emotions, with honesty and experience.

Honestly, SAWOMH part 3: it will get worse.

TW: mention of a suicidal attempt. In this episode, I am telling you what I wish I had been told a few years ago: the reason why I have so many problems in my life is mostly... me. As I am explaining that you and I might not have been the precursors of the behaviour, we are responsible for the way it stops or continues in the future. We are responsible for learning, growing and understand ourselves. Listen at your own risk.

Honestly, SAWOMH part 2: you are responsible for 80% of your problems.

Welcome to the new series: SAWOMH or Secrets About Working On mental Health ! In this first part I will talk to you about something no-one told you about what would happen when you start working on your mental health: you might not be the person you thought you were. I will explain why it happens, what is engenders to realise it, and how to cope when it happens. Next episode on SAWOMH: you might be the reason for your problems.

Honestly, secrets about working on our mental health (SAWOMH) part 1: you aren't who you think you are.

In this short episode I answer some questions that were sent to me about being a polyamorous: is there a hierarchy ? How did I realise ? How do I communicate that to people ?

Honestly, a few questions on polyamory.

In this episode, I babble happily and excitedly about the new realisation I have made for myself: I am polyamorous ! In the midst of my inner joy, I explain how I finally admitted this out loud, what it brought to me and what I see for myself in the future of my relationships.

Honestly, my version of polyamory.

TW: Mentions of suicide attempt and suicidal thoughts. In this episode, I explain to you what happened with the last person I tried helping and that turned into a horror story. After a long detailed explanation, I will give you tips on how to give your help to people around you without overextending yourself or ending up in a toxic situation.

Honestly, f*ck helping shitty people.

In this episode, I am fully opening myself to you guys about the mental breakdown I am having right at this moment because my instagram account has been disabled. It's a mess, welcome to the reality of my mental health right now.

Honestly, raw mental break-down without edits.

In this episode, I explain why I took a month (two ? time is a concept that evades me) hiatus and tell you the story of yet another narcissist that I let into my life. I show in this episode that learning not to let toxic people in your life is a journey that involves a lot of falling back and feeling that you never learn, while showing what I've gained from this traumatic experience.

Honestly, ANOTHER narcissist in my life ?!

In this episode, we are listening to two stories from Sofía and Bree about their experience with narcissistic abuse from a friend and a lover. I will give my advice, my insight and my experiences, as a new addition to the podcast to bring forth what is a major component of my work here: sharing our traumas to feel less isolated and relating to one another. Thank you again to Sofía and Bree for participating, my DMs are always open for any of you at @honestly.the.podcast on instagram.

Honestly, your stories on narcissistic abuse.

In this episode I am joined with the talented comedian Anthony Locascio for a conversation around the female version of a narcissistic abuser. As we get deeper in the conversation, we start asking ourselves if we are narcissist ourselves ? What constitutes a narcissist and how do you look at yourself to see if you have tendencies or if you are acting out of a reaction from past trauma.

Honestly, are we narcissists ? With Anthony Locascio.

In this episode we are talking about a topic that affected Brandon and me very personally: the charming, intoxicating narcissistic abusers. You know the ones: everyone seems to like them, they know how to woo you over and softly, they invade your head to take control over what you do, who you talk to, who you are. We talk about major red flags while explaining how I got into three relationships with people suffering from NPD (narcissistic personality disorder) and what conditioning brought me there. In the next episode we will be talking about the female version of NPD and questioning our own narcissistic tendencies with Anthony Locascio.

Honestly, conversations around narcissistic abusers with Brandon Chadwick.

A raw, brutally honest insight on the life of millennials from mental health to sexuality, taking detours via immigration and environmental issues. The show is not family friendly not PG13, so listen at your own risks.

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