What is this behind my ear, stuck inside my nightmare mind? I can solve this. I'm smart enough to solve it. This is what I was born to do. Thanks, Bernadette, for the grenade. The worst crime I've ever witnessed.

Prairie Goth

Blueberry Grenade

I'm doing alright. I can't sleep but I'm doing alright. I keep waking up in this house, filled with light. There's no furniture. I let the outside in with me.

Houses

You're pushing the ax deeper into his face. It's okay, no one has to know. There is no acid.

Nightmares

You're going to give me serotonin syndrome with your eyes.

Ecstasy in the Time of Escitalopram

Every time I go to the grocery store, I buy two bunches of bananas. Until they’re gone, I eat three bananas every day. I love to eat them with cinnamon. I’ll eat bananas in oatmeal with blueberries, or with mixed nuts and dried fruit, or on toast with peanut butter, or all on their lonesome. Black coffee is the perfect drink pairing. When I’m having a hard time, feeling depressed or perhaps having a panic attack about the fact that someday I will be dead and won’t even know it, I’ll think about my favorite simple pleasures in life that I’ll miss when I’m gone. If I’m feeling naughty, I will eat four bananas in one sitting. It’s one of my favorite meals.

Swim

Hour

I dreamed we were all together again. Everyone was sick. On top of the building, the owl is screaming.

Faces

"There was one created before him whose name we do not know. He also lived in the Garden but he had no mouth or eyes." - DCB

Get Up Trinity

another day another cup of beans that's what I always say https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sSsC5rQn22Q

210220

Death Panic in the Grocery Store

REST IN PEACE, SOPHIE. "I'm all about visibility these days." "Well, last night I ate a crepe and then I went swimming in the sea and then I put on some serum and then I meditated and then I went to bed." "I'm really struggling to remember my dreams at the moment. I haven't dreamt for a long time, it feels like. I'm not sure what that means." "Maybe my dream house would be up on a hill overlooking the ocean, somewhere with a lot of space and fresh air, and I could be there with my friends and my girlfriend and my family and create music. That sounds good." "If you knew you couldn't fail at anything, what would you do?" https://prairiegoth.bandcamp.com/album/braids-in-your-hair Thank you to my supporters over on Patreon! ily Jon, Gus, Jason, Evan, Calvin, Divyaa, Chris, Karen, Aaron, Delia the Snake, Cameron, JacoB, and Shannon! 

Braids in Your Hair

I’m a Goldmine of Garbage

A mix of tense, glitchy, scatterbrained ambient to wrap up 2020. I had my golden birthday last January. Goodbye to the Year of Gold. https://prairiegoth.bandcamp.com/ Thank you to my supporters over on Patreon! ily Jon, Gus, Jason, Evan, Calvin, Divyaa, Chris, Karen, Aaron, Delia the Snake, Cameron, JacoB, and Shannon! 

Golden

A Cave Set Aglow by Oil Lamps

Blending Hazel on a Shoestring

Sad trans girl throws a trash party. Moonrise conversations, sonic science experiments, and the most toxic poetry the great plains has ever seen. Hail Satan!

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Prairie Goth

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