Ok, here I go with my oversized headphones for my little top knot head.If you haven’t tuned in before, welcome.All episodes to date were deep, raw, and heartfelt.Typical Tash really.The thing is though, when I started I was disguising to myself and the world that I was suffering deeply in an domestic violent relationship with a narcissist.AKA: NARCombie the word I created to explain this pandemic of soulless creatures roaming Earth disguised as humans.The episode from Dec 2019 to my last recording 6 months ago we’re my transition out on the other side dealing with the aftermath and all that came in addition to it.I started the podcast as Tash Talks.And boy, did she.I didn’t know when I came up with the name the depth of what it meant.It served me for a time.I am no longer that woman though.So, it seemed only fitting to turn that into the season of hell, lessons and recovery it was and start afresh with a new season for 2021.God Made Me Do it, is my day to day life adventure series.I am the real-life storytelling healer and much of what I have shared and the original concept of Tash Talks will still remain, it’s just delivered from an upgraded version of self.Tash Talks was a place where I heart rambled on all things love, life, spirituality, and relationships.It’s raw, it’s real, it’s playful and sexy.Sometimes it’s confronting and a little bit naughty - it’s life.It’s still all that, it’s still Tash talking.It’s now also Tash sharing how I surrendered my life to the Divine | God, and how it led me to soul, to live a soul led life and soul-driven business.Daily I say “God made me do it” because that’s the truth.From this world, on the other side of all the crap, all the internal and external demon-slaying, life is a daily foundation of choosing LOVE over fear.It’s faith.And, it’s simply DIVINE aIf you listen to some old episodes, I pre-warn that some are very sensitive and triggering as I speak of levels of the abuse I experienced.I’ve chosen to no longer speak about that on my podcast, but there will be a book coming and I will be sharing more content on domestic violence and narcissism on my page Natasha Divine so stay tuned and follow there for that kind of info which will begin rolling out over the next month. I will speak of NARCombies from time to time, but not from my own personal pain.

Tash Talks

Ep: 16 Final Tash Talks: One Door Closes Another One Opens

⭐️ ??? ??? ??? ????????? ⭐️In today's episode, I read out a download I received on July 8th whilst in the bath.The transcription app isn't the greatest and the messenger fumbles to read it out but it's imperfect perfect action.This is what I am here to do. To lead and inspire you to show up from where you're at.To activate your souls calling, your magic and innate loving power.To show you that your mess is beautiful and OWNING that and taking action is where it's at.I am here to show you the love that you ARE.Because I so fucking ＬＯＶＥ ＹＯＵ and ?????? you to FEEL the ????? you ARE! ?

YOU are THE Messenger.

One month ago I awoke lost, fearful and even through I knew it wouldn't last, I had tuned into a different station and couldn't hear or see my new found spiritual and galactic friends and connection.On top of all that, I couldn't see my future anymore!I panicked, I got scared, it was dark, I pushed through it and then I cried. I had my first new breath of fresh air.The immersive journey RE BIRTH was birthed.My full purpose that my soul knew, my head had been told, my heart had felt for 6 months was birthed, but it took this complete shedding and crowning for my crown to actually be unblocked and the channel to a brand new station be felt and activated.Now, I am back, re building from a new and magical foundation of love, light and faith fulled by my awareness and experience of dancing in the dark with shadows.I've transmuted the depth of pain in the deepest darkness of night into my positive light source and power.This is unlocked my passion and ability to embody my purpose.I emerged as a Warrior Goddess.I am here the God of Surrender here to activate and guide emerging and existing leaders ready to burn it all down and surrender in order to up level.This is my greatest comeback, this is a new level of self unseen.

The REBIRTH

In today's episode, I go 100 miles per hour trying to update ya'll on all the mind BLOWING things that have been happening in Tash Land since the last episode!This was a huge kick in the ass, as to why I am now committing to being back recording regularly, so you can be kept up to speed in more real-time. Cause I am warning you, the stuff that's going down is NEXT LEVEL and may be a lot to take in all at once heheIf you haven't listened to my Podcast before be sure to go back a select one that speaks to you, as each episode tells a story on from the previous one. You can subscribe via your favourite music or podcast app to receive notifications.Oh and hey, if you love what you hear or are inspired by something be sure to leave me a review on Itunes. #pleaseandthankyou #loveYOU #lovenotesIf you want up to date info on all things Mamma Divine, be sure to follow me or add me as a friend on Facebook as my wall in my home, it is my daily playground.So come on over and let's get freqy baby!Over there and here on my Podcast really is the place where we really get down and dirty with all things, Love, Life, Spirituality, and Relationships.Are you ready to come play with me?Are you ready to come play with me?

Freqy Healy Galactic Transmissions: Say What Now?

This is for me, it's not about him.This is for YOU, anyone who needs to finally let go of any past hurt and or abuse.Our power is in our pain, our power is in our choice to choose LOVE over fear.Our power is in using our voice and standing up for what is right and what is wrong.You deserve to feel safe, to be heard, to be treated with kindness and respected.I highly recommend if you have some buried pain, write a letter to them, not to send to them, not for them, for YOU, because in order to heal, we need to get real so we can feel.Forgiveness is one of the hardest things to do but forgiveness and speaking the truth is what will set you FREE.

An Open Love Letter To My Ex

I tried to speak open, loud and true to prevent the same thing happening to you.I tried to educate what would be your impending fate if you didn’t tume into the knowing within that whispered for you to run, that told you my words were true, so raw, so deep.Now here you are discarded, used, abused, your head spinning, dazed and confused, you’re left in a heap.You are now just another one of his “crazy ex’s” who did him wrong as he lays there on Tinder that very same day crying his sob story to anyone who will listen with his self created crocodile tears all night long.I hope he didn’t become worse with you, as he had gotten with me, progressively worse than the beautiful souls before me.I truly hope you awoke and escaped before the true entrapment set in. Before he could suck the love and light right out of the depths of your soul like he has done with us all.There’s many of us.You’re not alone.If you're feeling to blame, any shame, please reach out, I know your name.I await for you with loving arms.I’ll nurture you back to self, you’ll rise and roar stronger and brighter than ever before.I’ll help you see again, now with a clear lense.I wanted to reach you right from the beginning, just as those before me wanted to do for me, but all afraid that it was too late, already in his web of lies and manipulation, unable to think and see straight, he would turn it around, that we are they crazy ones.So I showed up everyday, even when I had nothing left to give. When speaking the truth put a focus on me, when I wanted to hide from the world and bury my pain, when I was too tired to fight, to stand up for myself let alone others for another day.I created this digital footprint, a trail of breadcrumbs for you to find when on your own you became to awaken and see.His mask falls off, this is when I began to look but there was no traces before me.So I lay it all out bare, day in day out for all to see, in hope that I am not too late.I hope his anger and rage doesn’t seal your fate.I pray for you and can only hope this reaches you soon or just in time at the very least.From one beautiful heart and soul to another with an army of others before me. We are survivors turned warriors powered by the dark to shine and guide others to the light , together we await.Yours sincerely, the one who escaped, stood up against him, rose and now roars for us all <3

I tried to speak open, loud and true to prevent the same thing happening to you.I tried to educate what would be your impending fate if you didn’t tume into the knowing within that whispered for you to run, that told you my words were true, so raw, so deep.Now here you are discarded, used, abused, your head spinning, dazed and confused, you’re left in a heap.You are now just another one of his “crazy ex’s” who did him wrong as he lays there on Tinder that very same day crying his sob story to anyone who will listen with his self created crocodile tears all night long.I hope he didn’t become worse with you, as he had gotten with me, progressively worse than the beautiful souls before me.I truly hope you awoke and escaped before the true entrapment set in. Before he could suck the love and light right out of the depths of your soul like he has done with us all.There’s many of us.You’re not alone.If you're feeling to blame, any shame, please reach out, I know your name.I await for you with loving arms.I’ll nurture you back to self, you’ll rise and roar stronger and brighter than ever before.I’ll help you see again, now with a clear lense.I wanted to reach you right from the beginning, just as those before me wanted to do for me, but all afraid that it was too late, already in his web of lies and manipulation, unable to think and see straight, he would turn it around, that we are they crazy ones.So I showed up everyday, even when I had nothing left to give. When speaking the truth put a focus on me, when I wanted to hide from the world and bury my pain, when I was too tired to fight, to stand up for myself let alone others for another day.I created this digital footprint, a trail of breadcrumbs for you to find when on your own you became to awaken and see.His mask falls off, this is when I began to look but there was no traces before me.So I lay it all out bare, day in day out for all to see, in hope that I am not too late.I hope his anger and rage doesn’t seal your fate.I pray for you and can only hope this reaches you soon or just in time at the very least.From one beautiful heart and soul to another with an army of others before me. We are survivors turned warriors powered by the dark to shine and guide others to the light , together we await.Yours sincerely, the one who escaped, stood up against him, rose and now roars for us all 

An Open Love Letter to My Ex's Next Ex

I have been holding onto a piece of information about my piece of shit ex abusing narcissist for a few weeks now.It actually guttered me to the floor. Just when I thought his actions and behaviours couldn't shock me more, there it was. I knew he was already on Tinder the day I left him and he assaulted me as a result, seeking new supply, but this was next level. I think it was also the fact that, there he was prancing around like King dick in the home I had been paying for that he should've left as he was SUPPOSED to have been arrested and a intervention order put in place that day, but due to the police messing up, it was I who left, which left him there to commit disgraceful acts. In this particular story I share, he was denied by her, however, it was a week before he was arrested and charged, therefore, he may have found some other poor sucker to play into his ill and disgusting hands. I have a lot more to share on this particular scenario, what it showcases as a human, a narcissist, sexual and emotional abuse. I think this may be the start of a series. A series of empowerment and awareness. Stay tuned. I am BACK in a whole new light!i have risen, I am roaring and I am speaking unfiltered like never before. 

She Speaks

After a 4 week lost soul, fighter survivor, WTF is my life, I am transforming into a hermit hiatus, she is finally back on the mic! And by she, I mean me, not sure why I am speaking in the third person. It kinda makes me seem cooler yeah?Today's episode is a bit of what's been happening in dribs and drabs kind of thing. Healing, the realities of it, the truth behind it and the importance of it being the main focus. As you guys hear me say like I am some kind of broken record:"you gotta get real, to feel in order to heal" and I am now adding as of this episode: "if we do not heal our wounds, as we lay more on top of them with temporarily feel good fixes, we add toxicity to the wounds, which is pure poison, on an open wound! DUDE, what do we think is going to happen here??"The moral of my consistent story is, we need to get down and dirty, heal properly so our wounds can scar over and become our POWER! There is one teeny sound glitch which you probably wouldn't have noticed had I not pointed it out, due to the fact I ever so not skillfully had to edit out his name as it slipped. Can't have his name exposed until proven guilty by the court of law. I don't play games, I just play fair. Sometimes I am human and I mess up. I happily own my mistakes and endeavor to always be improving on them. This is my story, my truth, The truth as it unfolds. Thank you to all for following along and supporting my journey.To all experiencing Domestic Violence and the wrath of a narcissist | psychopath, I send you so much love, light and passionate soul fire.You're not alone, and TOGETHER we RISE and MF ROAR. Please reach out if you require further support.

She Rises

#TangentTash?S⋊˥∀⊥ HS∀⊥ ⅄SԀI⊥ ?In today's episode I start speaking in riddles in an explanation of why I feel like I am speaking different due to burning my tongue ?To then forgetting what I said ?To talking about some deep self-realisation life | karmic lesson I had learned ✨To getting sidetracked, to forgetting what I was saying again ??‍♀️To sharing some exciting new news ??To talking about some deep personal shit, to forgetting again, to referring to being cryptic due to privacy reasons ?To bragging about my girl lover human BEing God friend KC ?To my daily gratitude mini novels on Facebook which will only make sense if you follow daily or every few days at least.And breathe...To then taking about us being stardust and getting excited over a rock that my niece put a face on ?To then saying "getting my heels wounding" instead of the intended "getting my wounds healed" to sharing an old drunken memory from New York 2018 to getting distracted again. ?There's also some whispering so if you're into the whole ASMR you may dig those bits. ?WARNING:Around 22:00 min in I do share a tearful moment of realisation.I get to the original point of the who sitcom moment in the story at around 28:00 min lolGood luck with keeping up with all the open tabs in my head guys!Oh, and there is a lot of fast-talking. #ADD lifeMany things I spoke of, in hindsight need some explaining or further detail, but if you play along at home over on Facebook, you're probably on top of it all and if not, all will be revealed over there eventually as it all rolls out and in my reflection pieces.Also, if you work out what this episode was actually about, please fill me in and if you actually get something out of it, share the love cause I am tipsy and cringing but publishing anyway so the support will be appreciated ?Also, I did put it out to a vote should I publish or can it and it was a full 100% towards publish, so you guys wanted it, here you go.. GOODLUCK!Oh fuck, I apologise but also if you laugh, you're welcome ?BASICALLY:1. I should not have recorded this under the influence but did, and it's not the first nor will it be the last time I have documented my tipsy shenanigans2. Lucky I don't get embarrassed, I just laugh at myself lol3. I am just Tash in all my multidimensional no BS tangent storytelling coloured ways, love me or leave me, this is who I BE.

Tipsy Tash Talks | A Sitcom, Drama Series Kinda Life

?In today's (or should I say tonight as I just did this at midnight hehe) episode we dig deep into the gut, our all BE-ing knowing.I offer some examples BIG and small as to where my gut has guided me and where I didn't listen. ??‍♀️I also offer some examples of how you can begin to tune in and learn how to REALLY listen, for it's ALWAYS there for each and every one of us. ??We just have to get out of our head and heart and listen to the FIRST feeling we get, that's the one that holds the true MAGIC and POWER. ?May you gain some insight from today's Divinely led #HeartRamble if you get something from this, please do reach out and let me know, I'd LOVE to hear from you ♥️If there is any specific topic you would like me to riff on, or need some guidance and healing support with, sessions are available to work with me now.Google Natasha Divine to find me in all the places.Oh and #OOPS I said episode 6, I meant 7 lol I stuffed up all my words in the beginning, just roll with it yo ?

Intuition | The Magic + Power of Following Your Gut

It was 10:30pm, the night was warm, the ocean vast and dark but lit up by the brightness of the nearly full moon.The stars that feel like home to me glistening in the night sky.I walked on the edge of the shore, a few random few second cry’s of it’s really was all a soulless lie’ and then I moved into gratitude.Here I was, free to walk at night doing what I want without having to send my location or explain why my plans may have changed even if ever so slightly.I am accountable to no one but myself.Empowerment.Here I saw my purpose of leading others into full surrender to free themselves and unlock their true power, potential and purpose come to being.Never did I imagine that I would be a domestic violence and Narcissist abuse advocate and healer but here I am. And, it makes sense, it’s been what I have lived most of my life in various ways.This final one being the worst of them all and the catalyst for the most impactful growth, movement and change.You can only cry wolf so many times before it’s revealed you are indeed the big bad WolfWhen you try to control the outcome or another you only end up hurting yourself.It from this place that you become the victim in your story instead of the hero.The place of empowerment is in self-responsibility, respect and ownershipThis is where you achieve personal power and self-masteryThis is where you become the hero in your story instead of the victimIt’s your choiceYou get to decideI choose hero each and every day, minute after minute.Sometimes it’s exhausting and feels all good much.I cry, I feel whatever needs to come up, and I move through it with the surrender into the Divine.Knowing that this is all happening for me and in my higher good.The soul fire circle has emergedA circle of power facilitated by Warrior women to hold, nurture, empower and enlighten all her enter to emerge into their true Warrior women power.

Checkmate | The Soul Fire Circle Is Lit

*Please excuse our dog and my dad yelling at the dog in the back ground, haha, I am recording from my nieces bedroom on my families farm where I am currently residing. What you will hear today will be a confronting story that I began writing on December 9th. The day the divine overrode and took charge.The day that surrender and full awakening had to begin so that I could be ready to end this karmic cycle that has been running since I was younger than 8 years old.I am releasing it today marking the end of this toxicity route and letting go of the afraid, restisting souls truth and purpose Tash I once was.This is what true surrender looks and feels like. It’s messy, it’s painful, its confronting, it’s raw and real.In order to truly be in our light, love, full abundance and with passionate soul fire, first we must SURRENDER to all the past stories we have been carrying around, all the pain, all the fears, questions, internal low vibrational chatter and self doubt.This is where we master our mind by living through the Divine’s messages which we receive directly to our soul.This is the point where take ownership of our life and create the state of being and world we came to experience and be. To awaken and stand strong in our power and truth. It’s time to be brave and call out those who are not coming from a place of authentic love and positive leadership.This is how we truly we rise and roar.This as with everything I write, speak or do is in co creation with the divine.Today’s episode will be confronting, more confronting than any of us may be aware of.If you are triggered too much at anytime, stop and take time out. There is a meaning for you in this story. Be it direct or indirect. You may feel it straight away, you may reject it and feel it later or you may feel so triggered you never return back to my teachings of being.Whatever the outcome, it’s the outcome for you. For you as a person who can relate or knows someone who can and needs help.I am the messenger Your soul will know if it’s a message for you or for you to be a guide and messenger. Share this episode accordingly. You may just save a life.This won’t be for everyone, this will be the deepest and most powerful story I have ever shared in my entire life. It’s also going to be the only of its kind.As you listen, as you relate or connect as either perspective, even if that perspective is you being the person who has been hurting another, know that you are loved and safe.That change is ALWAYS a choice, a painful and uncomfortable one but it is still a choice for those who are not full blown narcissist, a choice to be, live, expand brighter and kinder through the eyes of love.You have FREE will. We ALL do, this is our gift from the divine.What we choose to do with it is up to us.There are two emotions we are given in every moment:Love or FearWhat do you choose?I from here on out declare and choose LOVE.

Entrapment | Release and Surrender

In today's episode, I come at you with an open heart and a husky voice.This week I came of of the closet, spiritually that is, resulting in my body crashing an burning in what I like to explain as a test. A test to prove how committed I am to my souls purpose, to showing up and standing in my truth. So here I am, OWNING it and SHOWING the FUCK up, even through my body is failing me and I could EASILY crawl in a ball, watch Netflix and it would be totally accepted to call it a day.Not me, not I, I am the MF Goddess of Surrender. I have work to do here on Earth and I am here to inspire, guide and teach you to connect, be and express yours too!If you listen, share with me what comes up for you, as usual I ask the deep hard hitting soul reveling questions. If you love what I am bringing over these airwaves be sure to subscribe via your fav sound playing app to catch each new weekly episode.

Coming Out Of The Closet

In today's episode we discuss an array of situations, like my most recent spiritual smack down, the birth of my AMAZING program starting Dec 1st, Raise Your Vibe. My retake on anniversary to happy survival day, and so much more. It's a #heartrambles #tangenttash collation of love. light and passionate soul fire. 

Raise Your Vibe

In today's episode we dive into how me being messy and raw created movement and how I hope it creates inspired action for you to show up as your perfectly imperfect self too.It's time to quit procrastinating waiting for the thing to be perfect. Stop looking at what others are doing, just create, make and do something already. There's only one thing that separates those who are successful and those who are not. Listen to today's episode for the low down. 

My Imperfectly Perfect Life

Natasha Divine is The Unconventional Therapist, her superpower is helping people connect back to their souls calling. Guiding humans through their darkness and into the light. Using a range of highly trained techniques and a gift of intuition and conversational therapy, Natasha helps all humans who are open and ready to heal from past struggles and use their stories as their very own superpower. Tash Talks is a conversational, variety mix show discussing a range of topics about all things love, life, spirituality and relationships. It's raw, it's real, it's playful and sexy. Sometimes it's confronting and a little bit naughty. It's life. Special guest appearances from like-minded souls will occur from time to time for a lighthearted, sometimes deep and always playful chat.

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