What's there to say? If this was the last thing I said, Would You Hear Then? Letters to Death if you will. Who knows what's there tomorrow. If there is one. Listen, Don't Listen, Peace Out. Music: https://www.chosic.com A Time Forgotten by Darren Curtis | https://www.darrencurtismusic.com/ Music promoted on https://www.chosic.com/ Creative Commons Attribution 3.0 Unported (CC BY 3.0) https://creativecommons.org/licenses/by/3.0/ --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/whatsavesmefromdrowning/message Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/whatsavesmefromdrowning/support

What Saves Me From Drowning :)

LAST WORD.

You see faces. Around and About. All the time. People? Or Shadows? Did you hear the screams calling out your name? Are the voices real? Are you real? Or are you Dead? Is this Hell? With the help of a master in horror story telling, let's ease into the world where hallucinations are more real than actual people. Welcome, to my nightmares! I wish I could ask you to stay, But my ghosts don't like your fucking face. Let's drink to the Dead. The Lucky Bastards Who Managed to E S C A P E Music: They Come At Night by Shane Ivers - https://www.silvermansound.com Music: Dark Side Of Mars by Shane Ivers - https://www.silvermansound.com Music: Skeleton Carnival by Shane Ivers - https://www.silvermansound.com --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/whatsavesmefromdrowning/message Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/whatsavesmefromdrowning/support

Of Memories And Ghosts

Change is constant. It is The only thing you can count on. Everyone and everything changes. But what brings out all the shades of You in a quick succession? Let's get back to the Victorian World of The Picture of Dorian Gray and find out. The decadent and vain world, curing the soul by the senses, and wandering into the dark side. When you reach the ending, --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/whatsavesmefromdrowning/message Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/whatsavesmefromdrowning/support

Of Love, Death and Madness. What makes sense Part 2.

Written in 1890, Oscar Wilde's A Picture of Dorian Gray, is surprisingly hitting the nerve for whatever shitstorm the world is right now. Navigate the rollercoaster of emotions with simple life lessons that make things simple and acceptable?  Music Courtesy: Art of silence by uniq https://soundcloud.com/uniqofficial Attribution 4.0 International (CC BY 4.0) https://creativecommons.org/licenses/by/4.0 Music promoted by https://www.chosic.com Eternal Sleep by Darren Curtis | https://www.darrencurtismusic.com/ Music promoted by https://www.chosic.com/ Creative Commons Attribution 3.0 Unported License https://creativecommons.org/licenses/by/3.0/ Music: https://www.chosic.com Music: https://www.chosic.com --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/whatsavesmefromdrowning/message Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/whatsavesmefromdrowning/support

What Makes Sense? Part 1.

Today, I make this podcast finally more mine. I write. When the thoughts in my head, can't be contained, I spill them out on paper. There is no how or why. It just is. I feel too much and maybe that sucks but I hope maybe my words, mean something to you too :) Links to the stories 1) Wonderland, Please Wait, Don't Go! https://esotericmystica.blogspot.com/2021/06/wonderland-please-wait-dont-go.html 2) Meow - https://www.instagram.com/p/CIHVgUOJWAB/?utm_medium=copy_link 3) Serendipity - https://esotericmystica.blogspot.com/2021/03/serendity.html Background Music Credits! Music from Uppbeat (free for Creators!): https://uppbeat.io/t/northwestern/hometown License code: MBI8HZT8DB2P028X Music from Uppbeat (free for Creators!): https://uppbeat.io/t/ilya-kuznetsov/serenity License code: KYRY2FHSJHMFOYHJ Music from Uppbeat (free for Creators!): https://uppbeat.io/t/danijel-zambo/silhouette License code: FQBIYJ4UWWJBKR8P Music from Uppbeat (free for Creators!): https://uppbeat.io/t/brock-hewitt-stories-in-sound/through-darkness License code: 3EKY2HHEIGPKW425 --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/whatsavesmefromdrowning/message Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/whatsavesmefromdrowning/support

PANDEMONIUM : Chaos that is my head.

I sincerely wish. I do. To flip the switch. To not feel. The seriously messed up times we are living in, I think most of us want to do the same. Would it not be so convenient? So I tried to find my chaotic feelings in the words of others. That is what this episode is. Poetry, that you may connect to if you think you cannot put them on words your self. The poems that appear in order of appearance is :- 1) If You Forget Me - Pablo Neruda 2) War - James Peterson 3) Memorial - Norman Mccaig 4) I Feel a Funeral in My Head - Emily Dickinson 5) What Abandonment Looks Like- Aadya 6) Things - Fleur Adcock 7) Trouble is Not My Middle Name - Liz Locchead I hope, after this, you too believe that you are not alone. Music from Uppbeat (free for Creators!): https://uppbeat.io/t/ilya-kuznetsov/collision License code: BAVH3ZMWJ0MUPFC5 --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/whatsavesmefromdrowning/message Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/whatsavesmefromdrowning/support

The Curse of Feeling. (Too little too much)

Play it as it lays by Joan Didion - What the hell is wrong with you? You know what? You actually love being this way. Why can't you just be, normal? I want to understand but don't repeat the same shit again. Please. You, god damn, you are the fucking problem!! Nothing else. Not the world, not other people, you and the mess you create in your head. Does it sound familiar? There are times when you feel guilty. For feeling what you are feeling. Wondering what is wrong with you! Till it doesn't. Till Numbness takes over. And you aren't even sure if you are alive. --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/whatsavesmefromdrowning/message Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/whatsavesmefromdrowning/support

NOTHING : And All The Answers That Lay Within ?

Love is an infinite loop. Isn't it? This tiny fist size organ in our chests beating drumming humming creates so much chaos in our heads. We all have been there. Rising in love, falling in love, swearing to never do it, not being able to help it either. 9 Chambered Hearts by Janice Pariat is a book that turns love inside out, like shards of glass that could glitter in a kaleidoscope or stab you to the heart. --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/whatsavesmefromdrowning/message Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/whatsavesmefromdrowning/support

An Ode To Love? From Every Chamber Of My Heart! ?

Eleven Minutes. The only book of of Paulo Coelho that I love. You only find yourself when you push past your own limits. Life has always had a very despicable sense of humour. Hasn't it? Ride Along, and lets find out! Shall We? --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/whatsavesmefromdrowning/message Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/whatsavesmefromdrowning/support

11 Minutes - All It Takes For Your World To Take A Spin

This comes with a lot of nostalgia. The Highs And Lows, Anger and Despair, Anxiety and Abandonment, Depression and Desire and Hope and Panic and Getting Lost In A Haze and Mixing the Reality With Imagination, Addictions and Wants and Needs, of You. For You. Of Me and Just Me. This is a messed up book with an equally messed up movie and a soundtrack that would hypnotize you and keep you entrapped. Be Careful. --- This episode is sponsored by · Anchor: The easiest way to make a podcast. https://anchor.fm/app --- Send in a voice message: https://anchor.fm/whatsavesmefromdrowning/message Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/whatsavesmefromdrowning/support

Formula For Disaster ~Requiem For A Dream

Poetry, Stories, And Words. Trying to Make You Feel Emotions a Little Differently? Finding Sanity In The Chaos That Life Is, And Things That Exist. Just. In Your Head or In Reality. Bits of me embedded in between :) Support this podcast: https://anchor.fm/whatsavesmefromdrowning/support

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What Saves Me From Drowning :)

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