THIS WEEK: Trans Questioning is ending, whether now or a bit later. But something new will take its place, and this episode is an exploration of what that thing will be and why I feel compelled to make it a reality. NOTE: I was high and exhausted when I recorded this episode, and I did not listen to it for errors. I know that by the end I was spewing youthfully vague political generalities. I promise these discussions on Genderpunk will be a hell of a lot more specific. Music by Molly Noise: https://linktr.ee/MollyNoise Cover Art by Deerwitch: @deervvitch Help support Sarah financially at patreon.com/ltas or ko-fi.com/sarahzedig for one-time donations. Sarah's Twitter: @hmsnofun Take care of yourselves. Find out more at https://trans-questioning-podcast.pinecast.co

Trans Questioning Podcast

The Last Episode of Trans Questioning (unless it isn't)

THIS WEEK: Wow, it sure is difficult getting your hands on the medications that make your brain work! Music by Molly Noise: https://linktr.ee/MollyNoise Cover Art by Deerwitch: @deervvitch Help support Sarah financially at patreon.com/ltas or ko-fi.com/sarahzedig for one-time donations. Sarah's Twitter: @hmsnofun Take care of yourselves.

Where The Hell Have You Been?

Sarah returns with new questions for a world on fire. THIS WEEK: What the hell she's been doing the last seven months, feelings about the pandemic and the election, weird TMI dildo-based gender euphoria, the importance of playing with your identity, and plans for the future. Music by Molly Noise: https://linktr.ee/MollyNoise Cover Art by Deerwitch: @deervvitch Help support Sarah financially at patreon.com/ltas or ko-fi.com/sarahzedig for one-time donations. Sarah's Twitter: @hmsnofun Take care of yourselves.

Loud Everywhere Questions

Sarah is joined by locally infamous firebrand Sage to discuss life in late capitalism. Topics include: Good leftist podcasts, PHASE II, discord server politics meta, the compression of time, and VIOLENCE. If you have a story to tell or a question to ask, email us at TransQuestioningPodcast@gmail.com or send an anonymous message at curiouscat.me/transquestioningTQ Twitter: @TransQPodcastSarah's Twitter: @hmsnofun Support Sarah Zedig on Patreon.com/LTAS or give a one-time donation at ko-fi.com/sarahzedigINTRO MUSIC by Molly NoiseCOVER ART by @deervvitchIf you are in crisis or just need a shoulder to cry on, please contact the Trans Lifeline for support at TransLifeline.org.

Normal Isn't Neutral (with Sage)

Mars and Miles host TQ for a very standard and regular episode of the show. Do you have questions, stories, or other gender-related gripes you want to share?Email us at TransQuestioningPodcast@gmail.com, or send an anonymous message to curiouscat.me/transquestioning Support Sarah at Patreon.com/LTAS or give a one-time donation at ko-fi.com/sarahzFor podcast updates, follow @TransQPodcastYou can find Sarah @hmsnofun INTRO MUSIC by ZoestraCOVER ART by @deervvitchIf you are in crisis or just need a shoulder to cry on, please contact the Trans Lifeline for support at TransLifeline.org.

Just Another Normal Episode

THIS WEEK: Cassidy Claymore joins Sarah in that most hallowed of social activities: just vibing. Topics include: Being trans in the south, homelessness, road trips, being an animator, and various obscenities. Follow and support Cassidy on Twitter: @CassClaymore YouTube: melt Patreon: patreon.com/melt If you have a story to tell or a question to ask, email us at TransQuestioningPodcast@gmail.com or send an anonymous message at curiouscat.me/transquestioningTQ Twitter: @TransQPodcastSarah's Twitter: @hmsnofun Support Sarah Zedig on Patreon.com/LTAS or give a one-time donation at ko-fi.com/sarahzedigINTRO MUSIC by ZoestraCOVER ART by @deervvitchIf you are in crisis or just need a shoulder to cry on, please contact the Trans Lifeline for support at TransLifeline.org.

Southern Transgothic Disasters (with Cassidy Claymore)

THIS WEEK: Sarah talks to Rose Benjamin about her experience as a therapist specializing in transgender issues. Topics include: The application of wisdom, the truth of ourselves, passive vs active trauma, historical roles of trans people, and the pitfalls of the stereotypical trans narrative. Follow Rose Benjamin on Instagram @trans_therapist_rose "Two Spirits, One Heart, Five Genders" by Duane Brayboy. If you have a story to tell or a question to ask, email us at TransQuestioningPodcast@gmail.com or send an anonymous message at curiouscat.me/transquestioningTQ Twitter: @TransQPodcastSarah's Twitter: @hmsnofun Support Sarah Zedig on Patreon.com/LTAS or give a one-time donation at ko-fi.com/sarahzedigINTRO MUSIC by ZoestraCOVER ART by @deervvitchIf you are in crisis or just need a shoulder to cry on, please contact the Trans Lifeline for support at TransLifeline.org.

Conversation with a Transgender Therapist (with Rose Benjamin)

THIS WEEK: Sarah is joined by video essayist Dylan Clark to discuss his videos on Contrapoints, Boys Don't Cry, Dorian Electra, and others. Topics include: redefining manhood, the invisibility of men's gynecology, fandom shipping as media analysis, media analysis as astrology, and a twenty five minute conversation about canonicity in Homestuck. Follow and support Dylan on... GoFundMe: DC Needs a Hysterectomy Youtube: Boyform Twitter: @InBoyForm If you have a story to tell or a question to ask, email us at TransQuestioningPodcast@gmail.com or send an anonymous message at curiouscat.me/transquestioningTQ Twitter: @TransQPodcastSarah's Twitter: @hmsnofun Support Sarah Zedig on Patreon.com/LTAS or give a one-time donation at ko-fi.com/sarahzedigINTRO MUSIC by ZoestraCOVER ART by @deervvitchIf you are in crisis or just need a shoulder to cry on, please contact the Trans Lifeline for support at TransLifeline.org.

Mediating Transmasculinity (with Dylan Clark)

Sarah's back yet again, and she has even more questions. THIS WEEK: Why did this show start? What will this show become? What's Sarah even been up to??? Do you have questions, stories, or other gender-related gripes you want to share?Email us at TransQuestioningPodcast@gmail.com, or send an anonymous message to curiouscat.me/transquestioning Support Sarah at Patreon.com/LTAS or give a one-time donation at ko-fi.com/sarahzFor podcast updates, follow @TransQPodcastYou can find Sarah @hmsnofun INTRO MUSIC by ZoestraCOVER ART by @deervvitchIf you are in crisis or just need a shoulder to cry on, please contact the Trans Lifeline for support at TransLifeline.org.

What Is Trans Questioning?

You climb into the warm crevice of your meat mech. Its pungent copper wetness fills your nose and slides down the back of your throat... it tastes like blood and cherries. It occurs to you that this nightmare of muscle and bone feels somehow more like home than anywhere else you've ever been. You whisper your name and push your neck onto the nerve spike. As the thing you call "yourself" expands, a fire lights in the pit of your stomach. Oh, of course. This is what it feels like to be alive. This is what it feels like to be you. You are GENDER DISASTER. THIS WEEK: Game developer Heather Flowers joins us to discuss EXTREME MEATPUNKS FOREVER Season 2, which is on Kickstarter now! Topics include antifascism in video games, advice for aspiring artists, how to deal with trolls, what to do about diversity in the games industry, being transgender online, and what keeps us going in the age of fascism. Support EXTREME MEATPUNKS FOREVER Season 2: Bound By Ash on Kickstarter! Buy Heather's other games, including Meatpunks Season 1, at hthr.itch.io! Follow and support Heather on... Patreon: patreon.com/hthr Twitter: @HTHRFLWRS If you have a story to tell or a question to ask, email us at TransQuestioningPodcast@gmail.com or send an anonymous message at curiouscat.me/transquestioningTQ Twitter: @TransQPodcastSarah's Twitter: @hmsnofun Support Sarah Zedig on Patreon.com/LTAS or give a one-time donation at ko-fi.com/sarahzedigINTRO MUSIC by ZoestraCOVER ART by @deervvitchIf you are in crisis or just need a shoulder to cry on, please contact the Trans Lifeline for support at TransLifeline.org.

Heather Flowers: Staying Dangerous

Time to pour some milk on our faces and talk about LEFTWING MEDIA. THIS WEEK: Sarah shares some HRT updates before diving face first into some topical internet discourse by asking: what is left-tube, and is it a movement? Covers criticism of the "dirtbag left," the differences between left-tube / breadtube, a history of the likes of ContraPoints and others, Sarah's experience on youtube, left-tube's similarities with comedy non-journalism like The Daily Show, what it does well, what it does poorly, and how we could all be doing a lot better. Hint, the answer involves communism. Do you have questions, stories, or other gender-related gripes you want to share?Email us at TransQuestioningPodcast@gmail.com, or send an anonymous message to curiouscat.me/transquestioning Support Sarah at Patreon.com/LTAS or give a one-time donation at ko-fi.com/sarahzFor podcast updates, follow @TransQPodcastYou can find Sarah @hmsnofun INTRO MUSIC by ZoestraCOVER ART by @deervvitchIf you are in crisis or just need a shoulder to cry on, please contact the Trans Lifeline for support at TransLifeline.org.

Sarah Zedig Talks About Left-Tube

CONTENT WARNING: This episode gets into several heavy topics, such as emotional abuse, privacy violations, homelessness, victim blaming, and conversion therapy. Please take care of yourselves. THIS WEEK: Marble Charlotte comes on the show to discuss her experience with a family-mandated therapist whose only goal was to convince her she wasn't transgender. Follow and support Marble on... Patreon: patreon.com/sweetestskull Twitter: @marblecantus Twitch: twitch.tv/marblecantus Podcast: Deck of Friendship Do you have questions, stories, or other gender-related gripes you want to share?Email us at TransQuestioningPodcast@gmail.com, or send an anonymous message to curiouscat.me/transquestioning Support Sarah at Patreon.com/LTAS or give a one-time donation at ko-fi.com/sarahzFor podcast updates, follow @TransQPodcastYou can find Sarah @hmsnofun INTRO MUSIC by ZoestraCOVER ART by @deervvitchIf you are in crisis or just need a shoulder to cry on, please contact the Trans Lifeline for support at TransLifeline.org.

Marble Charlotte: On Conversion Therapy

Uh oh, Sarah's back and this time she has EMOTIONS. THIS WEEK: We discuss the psychological experience of being off and on HRT, as well as the comorbidity of mood disorders and learning disabilities, which makes it hard to diagnose things like ADHD, BPD, or bipolar. Hormones aren't a silver bullet for mood and habit, unfortunately! ALSO: A pair of emails, first about the state of transgender rights in the military in Singapore, and then asking about finding friends and salvaging damaged relationships after coming out. Do you have questions, stories, or other gender-related gripes you want to share?Email us at TransQuestioningPodcast@gmail.com, or send an anonymous message to curiouscat.me/transquestioning Support Sarah at Patreon.com/LTAS or give a one-time donation at ko-fi.com/sarahzFor podcast updates, follow @TransQPodcastYou can find Sarah @hmsnofun INTRO MUSIC by ZoestraCOVER ART by @deervvitchIf you are in crisis or just need a shoulder to cry on, please contact the Trans Lifeline for support at TransLifeline.org.

Comorbid Disorderly Conduct of the Nonbinary Variety

What even is cyberpunk? THIS WEEK: Writer Aysha U. Farah joins to talk a little about their experience with gender, as well as to discuss a certain high-profile cyberpunk video game currently making the promotional rounds in the game-o-sphere. We explore what the genre means to us, why we think so many people get it wrong, and offer up some atypical examples of it being done right. ALSO: Some minor discussion of Homestuck and Hiveswap Friendsim, because what's a cyberpunk discussion without a little self-flagellation? Buy PUSS IN HEELS today! Follow and support Aysha: Twitter: @ayshaufarah Website: ayshaufarah.com Patreon: patreon.com/aufarah LINKS: Aysha U. Farah on Intermission re: Puss in Heels The Vienna Game - Homestuck Cyberpunk AU Fanfic by paraTactician Do you have questions, stories, or other gender-related gripes you want to share?Email us at TransQuestioningPodcast@gmail.com, or send an anonymous message to curiouscat.me/transquestioning Support Sarah at Patreon.com/LTAS or give a one-time donation at ko-fi.com/sarahzFor podcast updates, follow @TransQPodcastYou can find Sarah @hmsnofun INTRO MUSIC by ZoestraCOVER ART by @deervvitchIf you are in crisis or just need a shoulder to cry on, please contact the Trans Lifeline for support at TransLifeline.org.

Aysha U. Farah: The Good and Bad of Cyberpunk

What does gender even do, anyway? THIS WEEK: Sarah lectures a room full of undergrads on her theory that the existence of transgender people undermines the foundations of so-called western civilization. We also discuss trans healthcare, public perception, the importance of internalizing genderqueer politics, and little ways you can help the trans/enby folks in your life. ----Do you have questions, stories, or other gender-related gripes you want to share?Email us at TransQuestioningPodcast@gmail.com, or send an anonymous message to curiouscat.me/transquestioning Support Sarah at Patreon.com/LTAS or give a one-time donation at ko-fi.com/sarahzFor podcast updates, follow @TransQPodcastYou can find Sarah @hmsnofun INTRO MUSIC by ZoestraCOVER ART by @deervvitchIf you are in crisis or just need a shoulder to cry on, please contact the Trans Lifeline for support at TransLifeline.org.

To Destroy Capitalism You Must First Destroy Gender

Sarah Zedig discusses her transition and interviews other trans people to figure out what it means to be transgender.

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